Wow guys…

Sorry but here’s an update on life and honestly this may be a long blog post… I’ll try and keep it short. First off sorry haven’t updated all weekend. I had a major issues, you may remember I flew out to be with my girlfriend Ali.

I was with her this last Friday night and just being with her something was off so the next day I bring it up and like I have guessed forever she has nothing to compare our relationship to she has only dated one other guy while I have date ……yea skip that part…… Girls.

Anyways in the end we fixed things or so I thought we had this morning and now after talking tonight things were still off and when I questioned her it turns out things are still bad and I have now lost my girlfriend of exactly 9 months and a half.

Anyways while I have sat here blasting music trying to forget life I am questioning what exactly do I want out of life. The thing is until today I could see her and I being together forever and now I have to rethink life… I am considering resigning out of the web development world. As well as considering enrolling in public school next year again.

She was my motivation for work a lot of my money earned was put to flying out to be with her, I have little to no drive to work anymore. At least not this kind of a job. I have roughly 25 websites at this point in time If I decide to move on for good I will be selling each, I’d prefer to see my work live on rather than drop dead.

I am not sure what I will do yet, needless to say I am cutting my trip a few months short and will be back home in the next two days. I miss a few friends and all but honestly and no offence guys but I’d prefer to have her back over seeing you sooner than expected.

Anyways what do you guys think?

- John
- Teen Web Developer